A New Beginning.

4 more days to New Year! I can’t wait. I’ve been so anxious lately thinking about my PMR result and been praying a lot but I also can’t wait until January 2009. InsyaAllah, I will have a new beginning, though I’ll miss my best friends in SB. Unfortunately, we all are going to be seperated since most of us are going to a different school like Melawati, MRSM or Sg Pusu but seems that H is still going to be in SB next year. I called her yesterday and after assuring her that I will try my best to visit her and the rest next year she said it’s fine since A will be there and does not mind if she could be her bestfriend! Thinking ‘bout befriend next year is going to be tough for me. If I get to go to SA next year, things are going to be a bit rough for me to settle in. My dear cousin L said that he has some friends there and they’re social-kinda teens. Which means minis, low-cut dresses and shorts. My dear cousin N said that her friend S is SA professional photographer during their Prom Night and he said the girls are really spoilt. I don’t want to talk bad about SA since I’ve been longing to go there since Primary 6. However, I know that these information will be pretty handy for me in terms of making new friends. I have my own style and I wear tudung and doesn’t wear tight shirt or jeans. I really hope that my new friends will be civilized looking, wears tudung(if doesn’t it is considered okay if she is decent, I’ll moralize her sooner or later) and a nice person, in and out. When I meant nice it means doesn’t underestimate people, doesn’t talk bad behind people’s back and tells the truth. The third condition somehow is quite ‘impossible’ to find since I have experienced myself from my friends at SB. I befriended a lot with SB students, and they have different mentalities. Not to mention during my first year there I had a major culture shock with different attitudes that they’ve got there. L said I will have another major culture shock and hoped that I would reconsider going to SA. My second choice of school is SMAKL which is soo much different than SA. It’s still a girls’ school but the ambience surrounded there is much more islamic and spiritually clean. I haven’t really got any updates about SMAKL but yesterday when I called A, also one of my best friend, she said that school sure has lots of fun things going on. So maybe I will have great moments in my life there if I go to SMAKL next year. BUT, these schools depending on my result this 30th December. I’ve been praying a lot so that I could achieve straight A’s and make my dear parents proud(: Just like the memories I had when I got good results in UPSR last 3 years, you could see they’re shining faces! Next year is a year that I won’t missed out any part of it. I’ll work harder since it’s a year till SPM and the exam is a major thing that is a matter between ‘life or death’. Year 2009 will be a new year for me. A new beginning.